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Mon, Aug. 29th, 2005, 04:11 am

Oh internet how i have missed thee, i am currently borrowing my cousins, she's at schlitterban and i know her password. must read stories. read read read.

Sun, Jul. 24th, 2005, 03:33 pm

I Hate neopets it's evil. I'm trying to get the lost avatar. not working. my guild is nice.

I'm trying to get subscribed to lost magazine.

I'm going to get lost the first season and each of the two books when they come out.

My band is getting better.

I sing

Elyssa is guitar

Cady is bass

and we have our first son written. I wrote it.

They still can barely play cause they are new to instruments. Well not really but long and confusing story.

~:~My song~:~

i'm swimming in the ocean
i'm drowning in the sea
Im' so lost here with out you
why can't you let me be

sharp tounge
i want you to cut me
hollow heart
i want you to fuck me

im swirling in the mist
now baby
i can see your pissed
sluring off with harsh words
and horrible things to say
i stay awake at night now

sharp tounge
i want you to cut me
holow eyes
i want you to fuck me

baby all i ever know
is your the one who makes me go
the one who hurts me
and you see

I'm addicted

Hollow heart
i want you to fuck me
sharp tounge
baby you cut me

Sun, Jul. 24th, 2005, 03:07 pm

I got the internet back. woohoo. Yay.

Well my birtday was uncanceled. Yay. Chelsea Stephanie Cady and Elyssa came over. Brooke came over a week earier because she had to go on vacation. :( I got the grudge on Dvd from Brooke.

From Cady I got the Grudge directos cut so I'm gonna pawn the grudge. I know I'm a bitch. Chelsea got me Cursed the directo's cut Yay. the gay scene. Elyssa got me the story of the year CD. Stephanie got me..... nothing. ahh oh well.

My grandmas each got me money. yay. My mom got me sims unevirsity. Yay. Everyone else forget my birthday. Ya oh boo.

We all got liquor which my mom bought at the store. Boone's farm YAY. Smirnoff tequila and some other stuff. Yay liquor. WE all drank and played the football and Jackie (my cousin on my dad's side,) was a big fat bitch. Kept asking if I was gay. I have lots of pictures of Lost on my wall so there are females on my wall. *Plus a dirty drawing i did of Sawyer and Jack*
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Mon, Jul. 4th, 2005, 07:44 am

Title: Stopping in your tracks
Disclaimer: not mine. at all
summary: Kate and Claire's slow relationship progression
Pairings: Kate/Claire implied Sawyer/Jack and Charlie/Claire
Words: 1158
Author: sawyersayidluv
Raiting: R for language

A/N: This used to be a whole lot longer but my computer went out while I was typing it so
I had to restart and it came out a lot shorter.

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Sun, Jul. 3rd, 2005, 05:50 am

Do you think you can read my mind? - From Go-Quiz.com
About this Friend....Guess who?
nice person who has good fic ideas
from what i can tell reminds me of my self
have not talked to much but is good at Rp's
a wonderfull writer.
writes locke/boone which is good
a very nice person from what i can tell
she is fucking crazy. just like me
also a wonderfull writer
LJ Username:

Sun, Jul. 3rd, 2005, 05:49 am

Jack Sheapard
James Ford
Love Level: 59%

Name 1:
Name 2:

From Go-Quiz.com

Sun, Jul. 3rd, 2005, 05:35 am

sawyersayidluv has fragile contents which may break!


From Go-Quiz.com

Wed, Jun. 22nd, 2005, 06:18 am

Oh well hasn't this been a festive week. First on Friday i wake up and see that the 'lost' i caved in my leg has healed over. Second on saturday got up early for my cousins birthday party.

Me and cady ,chelsea ,and stephanie had a good time playing with zach who is pricilla's son. I have a pretty family. All of the cousins are skinny pretty girls. Excluding me of course i'm hideous. Anyways I had to watch my perfectly pretty cousin pricsilla mack on her boyfriend.

While Hanna and her friedns talked about Chelsea ,Stephanie and ,me and how we were 'sooo gothic hehhe'. It wasn't so much her friends it was mostly hannah cause she's a bitch. ok let me get things straight. Hannah and Cady are sisters both my cousins. Hannah is 17 and Cady is 15. Chelsea is thier stepister along with DD who wasn't at the party.

Stephanie is Chelsea's friend as well as mine. Cady likes Hannah's friend Lauren and Ally. I like Tracy. I know what anyone who is reading this is thinking. I am not gay. Only bi.

Anyways everyone was outside of Pricillas apartment. It's a lot like mine ,but slightly different. Anyways Zach had gone to his dad and Hannah and her friends left. Lesslie and Amber (my other cousins) had left to got to Leslies dorm.

On the age list it goes

Priscila 20's
Leslie 20's
Amber 20's
Hannah 17
Cady 15
me 13

ok just clarifying that for you. (Elyssa) Anyways it was just me Cady Cheslsea and Stephanie. We were all watching tv ,and i was laying on the little couch when my aunt came in. We call her little Cindy she's Pricilla's step mother.

Anyways she was piss ass drunk so when she sauntered over to me i asked playingly 'are you a hobbit'. she started stroking my hair and i got uncomfortable. She started talking.

Then she started saying dirty nasty shit like "i want you ive always wanted you' and stuff so i stood up and every one was laughing. i kinda triped and landed on my back. I was holding a pillow from the couch on my chest.

She laied on top of me and started doing inapropriate things so i got up and locked my self in the bathroom. After a while i asked if she was gone no one answered so i came out. I went and sat on the big couch with everyone else taking up the smallestamount of space.

Little Cindy was still there. She started on Cady next touching her and stuff of course we fought back. Me and cady both eneded sitting on the small couch together both of us trying to fight off cindy. She just wouldnt get off.

We pushed and she started on cady again i started fighting for her hitting at cindy. Cady is a big girl mouch bigger than cindy and i guess cindy thought it was something sexual about me helping cady."Why are you helping cady are you in love with cady." that was when she 'slipped' and grabbed my boobs.

of corse i said hell no. Finally i got up and walked outside. When i came back in cindy was off in the corner and Cady and co were halled up on the couch. Cindy saw me and started coming twoards me i ran to the couch tripping again. Cindy sat on me grinding and she grabbed my ass squeezing it. I got sick to the stomach.

I kicked her akwardly and got up. we all gathered on the big couch agin chelsea still joking and holding up a pillow saying here jessica. Little cindy went after stephanie next grabbing at the crotch of her jeans. We all hit her off and then all four of us went outside. AS we walked we noticed Stephanie had her zipper undone. We sat at the play ground talking at trying to forget the expirence.

we went back later cindy came back and said. "ive been looking for you." she said. she started the crap again. Pricilla came in screaming at us.

we told her what was going on she went outside bringing all the others in.We all fought everyone else saying Cindy never did anything we were just sick freaks. i went and cried outside then cady and eand Chelsea and Stephanie went outside. We all talked my mom drove up and i went home. Then early this morning my mom woke me up bitching i need to fix her tv. s

She is on a walker because she had a car accident and broke her pelvis. i said no i was sleeping. She threw somehing at me giving me a bruise on my ankle. I went to my room and re carved in Lost.

I hope it heals by my birth day on July 17th. I was gonna have a party but then decided not to. it dont matter im gonna die anyways.

i hate my life. *runs away and cries* not really though

Tue, Jun. 21st, 2005, 06:40 pm

LiveJournal Haiku!
Your name:sawyersayidluv
Your haiku:at that he didn't know
what he did know was that he
didn't know what he did
Created by Grahame

Thu, Jun. 16th, 2005, 05:36 pm

LiveJournal Haiku!
Your name:sawyersayidluv
Your haiku:for no one to think
that but these feeling's he was
getting confused
Created by Grahame

That sounds so slashy hehehehhe

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